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My life with PCOS.

update July 29, 2008

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   On Sunday I upped my dosage for metformin from 500mg to 1000mg.  So far the diarrhea has calmed down to a once a day incidence that seems to be moving a little later everyday.  The symptom thats taken its place is nausea.  Its like constant morning sickness, but no pregnancy to show for it.  So Im expecting this symptom to start winding down come Friday, when I have to up my dose again to 1500mg.  Oh, the anticipation to see what side effects that will bring!  The metallic/chemical taste in my mouth has gone away except when I eat chicken.  No more chicken for me for awhile, I think, which sucks because Paul and I love it and have it a few times a week.  Maybe Ill try turkey and see how I like that.

   In other news, Im dreading an in-law family party this weekend.  Its at my FIL and step-MILs house, and its a combination 4th of July/birthday/graduation/going-away party.  My step-MIL has a 4th of July party every summer, on various weekends that never seem to fall on the actual 4th.  The birthday/graduation/going-away part is for my step-SIL, who recently turned 18 and graduated from high school.  Next week she leaves for Navy boot camp.  So this party will probably not be as bad as Im thinking, but you never know.  Im expecting to have to explain why Im not drinking (cant have alcohol with metformin), and I dont want to give away all my health issues, and everyone (especially step-MIL) will suspect that Im pregnant if Im not drinking.  Then of course well get the questions about when were going to have kids.  (Mental note: talk to Paul about this to make sure were on the same page with our answers.)  Now that weve been married almost a year, this question is starting to come up.  Theres never a right answer to that question, unless its your mother or your best friend asking.  No one else needs to know the details, in my opinion.

   My relationship with my in-laws is weird, and my husbands relationship with his own family is for another post altogether.  Lets just say for now that Paul doesnt really get along with his step-mom, or his real mom.  I get along with everyone just fine, but am constantly annoyed by my step-MIL, and am very close to hating my real MIL.  Im annoyed greatly by both my step-SIL and half-SIL, but I absolutely ADORE my BIL and FIL.  Those are the two people that my husband grew up with and they mean the most to him, so I guess thats the important part.  I guess I just have to cross my fingers and hope for the best.